Raargghh.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 / 9:07 PM

Raarghh.

So frustrating lah. I can't believe I failed myself this time round. I feel so bloody crap. I GAVE UP. Argh. So shi bai. =/

I guess it was just nearly impossible. Yeesh.

Well, anyway. I shall talk about today before rewinding to a few days back.


>> Today..

Today was half day! Went to school early for footdrill as usual. Ya Xin, Jia Min and Wenny didn't come! Ya Xin had some very painful internal injury in the leg and had to go tie da.
So there.
Wenny and Jia Min dunno why. JIA MIN! You must come for fd sessions more often! I think Wenny went for some dumb mascot thing. So there was only Yeuk Ho, Liboon and me!

I keep screwing my drills. Boo.

Then we had some stupid games where Deyo lost. Not to be discouraging or anything, but, as usual..

The staring game was so funny lah. Stupid gay guy from 1B. HAHA. Seducing Vanessa or smth. ROFL. Then the Justin Seah one super funny lah. LMAO.
The other guy looked like he was going to laugh liao can.

Up to the hall for some stuffs which I could make neither head or tail of. I only remembered the Lotus biscuits which Liboon claimed I was in love with. Which is partially true.

My biscuits got smashed in my pocket just 'cause I couldn't bear to eat them. Bloody hell.

Anyway, after deciding to go to KFC/Mac, me and Liboon went to Foyer to meet. YingYing came, JingQing last min say not coming, Zhi Wei didn't want to come, Kimberlyn had to rush home, Jia Min was going back to her primary school, Ahma said she was going home, Yi Xi, Jade and Qi Ya had com training.

I don't have super memory. So I THINK those are the reasons why the above people mentioned didn't want to come. So there. Rarhh.

Then we walked out of the school gate, was about to reach the bus stop when we suddenly changed our minds and decided to walk there instead. As we were walking, we suddenly changed our minds again and watch the Std 4s play bball instead.

We watched and then suddenly Yi Xi, Jade and Qi Ya came too. They asked if we were going to KFC/Mac and tuo-ed us to help them buy food and I was like. o_o

Liboon said we weren't going and I was like. O_O

But anyway. We went back to the canteen and then Sgt SuYee was there so we wanted to ask but they didn't want to. Then Sgt SuYee disappeared and we were like aiyah. Then we were talking and talking.. Dunno what happened lah. So messy. LOL. Then then Sgt SuYee suddenly appeared again. Hm. According to me she was suddenly disappearing and appearing. 'Cause I didn't notice.

So then Liboon helped to ask and she agreed lor! She was like asking who the Jenova Cpls were. Then they said, and then she was like okay she help us tell. ARRR SOO GOOD LAHHHH!!!!
We love Std 4s.
And Sgt SuYee. LOL.

So we went to Mac!

We just bought our food when Yi Xi noticed she had a missed call which was HengGuang's call and she called back. Then she said they had to go because that's what the Cpls said. THEN. They asked QiYa to get plastic bags for them. (This will be elaborated on later. BWAHAHAHA.)
Then there was another call and they realised they didn't have to go! Lalala. So we ate. Hooray!

Ate and ate.

Then they had to go off. So they went off! -_-

AND, so conveniently left the plastic bags with us! And it turned out, instead of SIX plastic bags which Qiya was supposed to ask for, there was like THIRTY or so of them there. Like WTF. Who the heck needs that many plastic bags anyway. Like we're entering some plastic bag competition.

Ar whatever.

Then YingYing, Liboon and me continued eating (since Qiya dumped her fries on Liboon. HAHA.) and eating. YingYing kept throwing fries at people. Boo. LOL. Her new hobby.

Wenny came in! With his friend. And YingYing started throwing fries at him too.

OHOH. I just realised why it's so similar! Janson kept doing that to me the other time at BK. -_-

But ANYWAYS, we finished off and Liboon and I bought drinks and we walked back to school! We couldn't enter by the hostel since the security guard said so. We walked. And that gate (near the OC) was locked. So we walked one BIG round to the main gate. ARGH.

YingYing had to go off, so she went off to 196 bus stop. Yeaps.

Liboon and I went into school and went to the canteen. Then we saw Cpl Qingyi so we said hi. Then we saw Cpl Elvina and we said hi! THEN, we starting admiring the pictures on the SJ board. HAHA!
So cute and funny. =P

We went to OC, did wall, rope, suicide window and bits of monkey bar. Then Liboon had rope burn. And my hand hurt. So we went back to canteen. Then so long le, we still didn't see the Jenova people at the netball court, so we went to Sec 1 classrooms area. They were at BC area doing first-aid! Rargh.

Then Jade wanted to puke and all. Aiyah. I feel so lazy to describe every single detail. SO, fast forward..

Then Liboon and I were tired and we sat on the steps and began to nap. LOL. I just sat there staring at my fingers, occasionally taking out my handphone, opening it, then closing it, and finally putting it back into my pocket.

Until Liboon woke up and I was like. You really slept ar?
LOL. Stupid question lah. But whatever.

Then fast forward again..

We went to canteen to get our bags, then went to foyer. Liboon was staying till the Jenova people finished, so I walked back home by myself first.
When I reached home, I wondered if there was anyone home, since I had to ring the bell like 3 or more times before the gate finally opened. Yeesh.

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<< Saturday..

Well, attended the last Math class. Nothing much as far as my memory takes me.

Science was after break. The Mrs Kang is okay lah, but I still like Ms Chew.

English class.

And finally, after all the classes, Audrey, Deborah and me went to find Ms Chew! My dumb brother ran off to Mac without even telling me. Idiot. Yeah and if he were to be lost I'd be scolded. Sheesh.

So anyway. Ms Chew was like packing up in the class. Then we chatted and LALALALA!
Thou shalt not disclose details of what happened.

Then they had to vacuum the room, so we had to go out. THEN, we went down with Ms Chew. She wanted to treat us to ice cream! But we didn't get it/accept it in the end. Haha.

THEN THEN THEN. Ms Chew said she was meeting a friend. OHHHHHH. HAHA. Then blah blah blah and Audrey and Deb must shoo. LOL.

Then they jian lor. HAHA. Went to the back/side door come in again just to see Ms Chew's FRIEND. WAHAHA. SO BLOODY TALL LAH.

Yah. Then Audrey was laughing like some siao zha bor. Really siao until like cannot stop. Laughing disease. Worse than Liboon I think.

Then she called me when I was in the car and she was still laughing away. -_-

I dunno Audrey. LOL.

~~~

<< Sunday..

Subin's birthday! Pontianak didn't come.

We took 3 sets of neoprints and we ate 2 of those heart-shaped chocolate cakes! HAHA!

Yup then. Shall not go on explaining every single detail.

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And SO, that's the end of it! Yay! I settled the previous days' posts. Wahaha.

Okay fine, Sunday's post was meaningless but heck lah. LOL.

Hm yup.

Oh yes, I missed out on YESTERDAY!

Nothing much, actually. As usual, fun com trains! Haha. (:

First-aid and footdrill. Cases. Etc. Fun fun! Just sad that we have so little com trains. Oh wells.

Haha yup. Then Ma'am Yiwei talked to us about some issues.

I guess she made a point there. Backstabbing is bad. But sometimes maybe we just can't help but grumble and complain here and there. Hmm. Nowadays with the technology present we don't really use the face-to-face method much anymore. Unless you really want to hit that person straight in the face etc. Else mostly people will find it easier to speak through indirect means, such as MSN lor.

Yah.. And Std 3s need some time to get used to us just as we need time to get used to them. True. After all it's their first time being instructors lah. Hm. =/
Okay so I don't hate them, but well. I still miss the Std 4s. Ar. All of us have to start adjusting and adapting to get used to the Std 3s. Oh wells.

Lol. Another one was the
"I hate you. You took over my previous loved-instructor."
part.

Not that I hate them but. I still don't really like the tuition teacher who took over my previous tuition teacher. It's been months, but I still can't bring myself to like her. I just keep having this perspective, from day 1, ever since she stepped in and sat right beside me, right through the class, and then started to teach us. Up till now it's just the same thought:
"I hate you. You took her place."

And so, everything is ruined perfectly for me. Guess when I set my view of her and stereotype people (whatever) it's gone. Rargh.

I feel stupid.

...And a special thanks to Dawn for the note.. (:

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